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Am i a real vampire?

I need someone who might know this and not think i'm insane.I'll admit i've always liked vampires the books and movies just fascinated me but i never thought i was one until this year.I've heard of "awakening" before but when i went through a time where my senses seemed keener and i was physically sick for two weeks i just thought it was a virus. Then i started to notice changes in my behavior. ones that i really couldn't help. I started staying up all night just pacing around my room and wandering the streets. I lost my appetite for food and slowly started to realize what might be going on. Sunlight dosen't have a real effect on me except make me lightheaded and dizzy when i'm not in the shade. I'm not goth or emo and i DO NOT want to be a vampire. but i can't deny it if i really am one. Also i do have the urge to sometimes taste blood. maybe just to see what it's like. I also have a slight case of psychic vampirism for sure. I can feel other people's emotions and energy.so...tell me

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Get help.......soon. And put away the garbage you've been reading.
There is actually a condition that makes you desire blood, but you're on your own for the rest sister.
You need to stop reading so much damn Harry Potter
Get thee to a doctor and a therapist. 1.) You may have an honest medical condition that needs to be looked at by a doctor. No, not vampirism. 2.) You're deluded if you think vampirism is real. Talk to a professional about that.
is a mental disorder honey and im no making fun of you like many people will do when answering your question...try to get in contact with a doctor or psychiatrist..you might want to google it as well
you're crazy
You think your a vampire because of the books and movies. tell you what, I'll let you drain every drop of blood in my body if you can get to me. All you have to do is tell me where to meet you, and if you get past my Remington 870 shotgun, your a real vampire, or I'm a real lousy shot. your not a vampire, don't even play like you are. Blood, especially from animals, when uncooked is dangerous, it contains tricinosis, e-coli and different strains of parasites. it can kill you, there are no real vampires.
You've been reading to much science fiction vampires don't exist.
I think your symptoms are more psychosomatic than biological. Sensing other people's emotions makes you sensitive, not "psychic vampiric." Your insomnia and light sensitivity are probably due more to your low food intake than anything else. You claim you don't want to be a vampire, but you seem deeply obsessed with the idea. You need to speak with a psychologist and a medical doctor to explore any logical causes for your symptoms before you assume any more mythological or unusual cause.
sometimes you don't ask questions..you just accept things as they are :)
Covariation principle A theory that suggests that people attribute a behavior to a causal factor if that factor was present whenever the behavior occurred but was absent whenever it did not occur. The power of suggestion.
Nope you sound like another bored teenager. Feeling others emotions is normal. Its called empathy.
No, I don't believe you are a vampire, real or otherwise. You sound like you are very impressionable and imaginative, which are both good things. Even though you are saying you do not want to be a vampire, it sounds like deep down inside, maybe you do. There is, after all, a deep sense of mystery, romance and sophistication surrounding them. The symptoms you mention sound more like the power of suggestion to me. Everything you mentioned is something that can be found in books and movies about vampires, so it is entirely possible that your mind is picking up on these things and making them "real," for lack of a better term. The mind is a very powerful thing and can play a lot of tricks on you, especially when you want something badly enough. I'm not certain, but I think it's entirely possible that your two-week sickness was caused by a virus, possibly a cold, and in your subconscious desire to be like a vampire, your mind filled in the blanks. Depression could also be the cause of some of your symptoms--unable to sleep, wandering around at night, lost appetite, aversion to sunlight. There are many people who have felt the urge to taste blood. It's not due to vampirism, though. It's more about breaking social conventions and taboos than nourishment--which is all a true vampire would care about. (Seriously, though, I don't recommend tasting blood. It can have so many diseases in it that it can be dangerous, even fatal.) Also, I do not believe you are a psychic vampire. Psychic vampirism is not about being able to feel other people's emotions and energy--that's called empathy. (And, in my humble opinion, an empathic person is much better than a psychic vampire.) A psychic vampire takes energy, leaving its victim feeling depressed and drained. No one wants to be around one. There's nothing supernatural about them, either. I had a neighbor that could only be classified as a psychic vampire. I'm often a very cheerful person, but after spending five minutes chatting on the street with this lady, all I wanted to do was go home and cry. She wasn't even being mean to me, it's just that she was so desperately needy, so negative and so clingy--I felt drained. Everyone she came into contact with felt this way and she always wanted more. As a result, people began to pull away from her and her hunger got worse. This is what vampirism is truly about--hunger. Despite the mystery, romance and sophistication surrounding vampires, hunger is the one underlying principle that often gets downplayed too much. Vampires are always hungry--in fact, they starve. Forget sophisticated vampires sitting around in lavish Victorian surroundings, casually sipping their AB- blood in crystal goblets while listening to harpsichord music. There's nothing sophisticated about hunger or starvation. You see, I am fascinated by folklore and have always had a fondness for vampires myself. I know a lot about them, even though I believe the blood-sucking, immortal variety do not exist. To sum it all up, I don't think you're "insane." I think you're looking for that something that will make you stand out from everyone else, something that will make you special. I think you need to realize that you don't need to fool yourself into thinking you're a vampire to be special: you're already special, already unique, already worthwhile.
ok, vampires arent real. they just arent. sometimes if you read too much about something you start to belieive it. like, the only way you would be a vampire is if you were bitten by somebody who was a vampire, and trust me, even if you were asleep when it happend, if someone bit you, you would wake up, therefor you would remember getting bitten... you may want to go to a doctor though, because there are some medical conditions that have the same sort of symptoms that a vampire does.
No, you are not a vampire. I think the stories and information that you have been reading have gotten to your mind and have given you the 'impression' that you are. Be careful. Don't get carried away.
That sounds about right. I went through my awakening whe I was in eigth grade. I was sick for a while, I could smell better, hear better see better, taste everything, I had glasses and they just made everything blurry. I lost my appetite and I only eat about 1 meal a day if i even eat and I feel ill in the sun. I also can feel energy eminating form others and I feel weak until I have blood or steal energy from others. So I say, welcome darling. And don't listen to them, it's only classified as a mental disease simply because people cannot accept the unexplainable. They need some scientific reassurance and science cannot explain us.
You're the only one who can decide if you are a vampire or not; it's nearly impossible to tell over the internet. (I know that's not what you want to hear, but it's true) Try crossing out all other possibilities of what could be going on before deciding that's really what's going on. I'm glad to hear you've heard of Awakening though. I think you're the first person I've seen with this type of question that's known about that.