My schoolmate, who lives abroad - found me online after few years of silence and gave me a hint that he miss me and kiss me, i couldn't understand what does he mean...now he is writing me rarеly and said he is comming home soon and he want to see me...A have always been in love with him, but i've keeped my feelings down, becouse he have serious relationship with my best friend-girl from school -7 years...I have serious relationship too - 7 years, again with schoolmate..Our relationship is strong, but we have a lot of problems...especially sexual...I'm in a difficult situation, becouse im unemployed for few months, and i can't find permanent job to be independent, so i can't lieve my boyfriend...It is possible, but really difficult, becouse i will stay all alone in the world, i don't have close friends or family i can trust...The news from my schoolmate came like a ray of light for me, that someone maybe loves me, there in so long distanece...he think of me...But i want to know, is he honest? Does he love me, or just miss me....Can we have a relationship...Can he lieve his girlfriend for me, is it possible? Can i trust him? What will happend when he comes?Is he gonna kiss me, what should i do...Should i try to be with him, or better wait for someone else, when i'm ready to be independent...I know you think that i'm cruel to my friend-girl...and i want to steal her boyfriend, but he stealed him from me when we were in school...they lieve and stop call me...it was so cruel, and now i understand that he want to keep me in contact...i have never even hope, to hear something so dear from him, or he to confess me so romantic feelings...i'm so exited that maybe he need me as much as i need him...I this possible an what should i have to do to be with him if he loves me? Does he love her, what is wrong between them, or maybe they're happy and i will rule everithing? Am i gonna find a good job?