ohk...i am in 7th grade and you people probably think that its just a crush but i am really in love. Ohk...but the bad thing...HE HATES ME! HOW I KNOW? well its easy... 1. he ignores me 2. he teases me (a very very bad way, that his best friend wont tell me wat he said) 3. he knows i like him because i confessed TWICE! but he pretends nothing happened and also, one of his friends likes me and he teases me that i like ******. then that guy tells ****** wat we were talking about then ****** gets pissed off and either puts his rude finger up or calls me a ***** but im used to it u guys probably think im crazey for liking him but the reason i liked him because on a excursion we went the the principals house to swim. when we came back to school we were alone and he got out something from his bag. it was a list of horoscopes and he ASKED ME WAT MY HOROSCOPE WAS! he was really kind and friendly, that was when i started to like him. but now he is completly different last year he was mean to me too and he liked my best friend but she is in HS now. so now i dont know wat to do i dont want to move on because i tried to heaps of times but it never seemed to work even if i try to little by little so please dont tell me to give up and move on, trust me there is no one else! u guys might think im weird but i know a lot more people in the same situation like me SO DONT DIS US ;D so... your opinion would be greatly appreciated :D also, he blocked me on msn so i cant talk to him and once i accidently hacked on his account and he blocked basically everyone but in his favourite list it had someone called kate i dont even know who kate is but his best friend told me it was someone he sees often. but ****** best friend has never seen her before and in her email address it has his name in it too! omg i need help who is she im too afraid to add her on my msn to ask her because he might find out and get angry i rather him not speak at all then im satisfied just to tell you... im not asking for him to like me back i just want him to be friends with me at the very least or something so that we can talk and such ALSO... god there is so much to talk about at my school people in my class sometimes play cops and robbers and he plays too and other girls play too and sometimes i see him getting caught by girls is he trying to make me jelous because he is always caught whenever i see him and im 110% he doesnt like them so yeh so thankyou again and sorry for writting so much i got into writting it :L