I was in love with my friend for a long time (I told him about it, but he loved me as a friend). I am still in love with him, and he has a girlfriend and I always wonder the *what if* so I inquired about this with a deck of cards in an interesting position I found online and needed some insight. Past history of the querent's relationship. Queen of Rods Where the querent is now. 8 of Swords Where the querent's ex is now. The Emperor What the querent really feels about getting back together with their ex. 2 of Cups What their ex really feels about getting back together with the querent. 10 of pentacles Who or what opposes what the querent wants. the Hermit Who or what can help the querent get what they want. Queen of Cups Something the querent may not know about the situation. 4 of Cups Outcome. 4 of Pentacles